Hello Again

So sorry I dropped off the blogger planet for a while. Things got hectic, and I got bored with the challenge (a lame excuse, I know!) A better excuse is that I didn't like some of the questions at the end, like the "who are you" because I hate questions like that and I can't answer them, and since this is my blog, I decided I didn't have to! :) Anyway, there is something weighing heavily on my mind. I know my hubs would be annoyed if he knew I was writing about this, but since he has yet to read this blog then I figure what he doesn't know won't annoy him! Sooo, I am really antsy to start trying for baby #2. I know its crazy because Regan is only 9 months and she would only be like 19 months if I got pregnant right now, but I can't help it. I want more! And I really feel my biological clock ticking. I am going to be 22 tomorrow, which is not very old, but I want a house full of kids before I'm 32. That's when I want to be done having kids. And if I want pregnancies and deliveries as easy as Regan, I need to do it in my 20s (prime baby-making time).

I will be honest, I have thought of ways to get pregnant "accidentally." But since I don't use something as simple (and as easy to forget) as the pill, it is kinda hard. And of course I feel WAY guilty just considering it because I know Matt would be MAD and probably hurt if I went behind his back and did something like that. But then I look at people I know who have done it, and their husbands didn't hate them forever, they eventually forgave them! The other problem though is that Matt's reasons for not wanting another baby so soon are kinda valid, like that fact that we are dirt poor, barely afford our tiny 1-bedroom and would have to move into a bigger (and much more expensive) place if we had another kid. I am so baby crazy though, even though I have a baby! Well, that's all I have to say I guess. I am going to keep trying to change his mind, that's what wives do best isn't it?? :) Hope everyone had a Thanksgiving as wonderful as mine!!